Wings, propellors, rockets and dreams.

Monday, 04 January 2010

Monday, 28 December 2009

  • Pink makes things easy

    Another script.

    I wonder if you know how you want that counterpart of yours, erm, i mean, the one that you like , to be there when you're sad. I mean, when you're feeling all down and moody , you just one your boyfriend/ girlfriend just to be with you. Get what i mean ? But , but, you , oh my gosh, when i'm upset, that bastard of a guy i like, he doesn't know how to comfort me, please me or just try do something to get me happy. But instead he just mumbles and jumbles and leaves me to be. But i'm too into him. I know he likes me because i'm happy all the time. But everyone will be sad sometimes. And so at those times i want him to make me happy ! But he doesn't. So instead, i try make myself happy , even when i'm sad, just to get him always to be attracted by me.

Monday, 14 December 2009

  • Pink is sensual

    Another script.

    There was this guy and a girl, they're so close they seem more than just friends. But the girl always wanted to keep it at friendship level. The guy had an eye for her ever since they met, but he took it slowly. He wasn't sure of himself too. But day after day, sometimes more, sometimes less, depends on how busy he is, he thinks of her and lately he starts to long for her. Of course they're those hotties who struts their hips at him, he takes notice of course, but she was the one he always thought of.

    So one day when he was in her room, alone together, who knows how a guys' mind works. wtf. Well, at least she didn't. Let's just say, as before, she always wanted to keep their level at friendship level, and she made it pretty clear for him, for who knows if they were more, how would it affect what they had currently for each other.

    But he could hold it no longer as she was standing there by her table looking down at her sheet of notes that he came behind her and hugged her like of those you see in asian dramas. He held her long, he felt her heartbeat. He waited, he waited for an answer, a comment. She kept quiet, she didn't say a thing. He held her longer, he didn't know what else to do or say.

    She was always romantic , she was always sweet, but he had held her for so long and she hasn't said anything yet. It was time to loosen his grip, he thought of plenty to say, he didn't know what. Shoud he start with " I love you ? " he wondered as his already racing pulse quicken. Even before he could decide she finally said " You held me for 45 minutes, and hugs are by the minute, so that costs about 450 dollars please. I'll give you a 30% discount because i haven't showered, "

     

    He couldn't help it. He felt mad. He thought it was a romantic moment to be. He opened her room door and paced out. She ran after him, grabbed him by his hand, his palm.

    " Wait," she said.

    He turned to look at her. " Let's go back in, " she said. She didn't want her housemates to dig out another scandal. They were in, alone together again. It was quiet. She didn't know what to say, should she kiss him ? She didn't know what to do. As how she was before.

     

Sunday, 15 November 2009

Friday, 13 November 2009

  • Pink is smelling the flowers

    Here're my pretty hectic nights in the engi labs during exam period ;

    I was a walkin' to the ladies;
    and there i met an acquintance,
    he jokingly said " What're you doing here? go home and sleep ! "
    And i replied " You too ! "
    and he said , " I can't ! "
    same goes, same goes.

    And i kept on walkig to the ladies ,
    and there i met another acquintance ,
    and he asked " How're you ? "
    and i went " Stressed" with a small smile
    and he said " You'll do fine , "
    and i said " You too, "
    and he went " I hope,"
    and we said all these without even slowing our steps.

     

    I was pretty stressed out, nothing was goin in and time was runnin out, i can't waste time, i won't go out to purhase food , diet tummy, it's war ! and a very nice young guy got pizza for me. I looked up to him saying, " oh no, it's ok , " and he says " oh no, my friend was working there, i just asked for two pizzas, " It was so sweet, i was grateful.

    I've met a new acquintance. He's a brave one.  Once upon a time, in the engineering building, he met this hot chick and he braved up and went up to talk to her. Not long after he asked her out , as in on a date. Was declined. He persevered, he asked for her number, she did not give. All he had was her email. Anyway, time passed and he took  most of his chances when he saw her. She was in her final year, our exam period is one of her last weeks here before she graduates for good, meaning he can't coincidentally bump into her anymore. So being more determined during the exam weeks, more consistent, and she being even more busy in her studies , did not give him as much of her attention as he wanted. So he wrote her an email, telling her that she was being rude. And at 11pm when i was studying with the computer next to him, he cried a cry of joy ! saying " She replied my mail !!! And she apologised !!!" And he continued " Do you know how hard it is to make a girl apologise ??????? " And he was so happy. And he repeated that sentence over and over again. To reinforce his statement , he asked me " Will you ever apologise ? " and i answered him with a pretty blunt " no" but i added " It's way better than boys, they just apologise and repeat their fault again. It's better to not apologise at all. " He laughed and said " no " and continued being happy for corresponding with his hot chick.

     

    Another script.

     

    I think i might be falling for a guy who has a whole collection of my ugly photos and who keeps commenting on hot girls' pictures on facebook. Oh the irony. I looked for any of my pictures which i might look hot in, oh i do have some, but they're still out of the league of the pictures of those authentic hot girls.  

Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • Pink is John Mayer in a suit

    Because i don't know where to upload this, and hell no, not on facebook.

    Since this is my private blog, i'll just upload it here.

    I know i'm a shitty player, but you gotta admit, i've gotta sexy guitar right there.

    Currently listening to my latest fetish, slow dancing in a burning room - John Mayer.

     

    Another script.

    I think i've fallen for you.

    Of all those times i said no ,

    because you weren't there when i needed comfort,

    you were too temperamental,

    you didn't know the other part of me,

    i told myself, we can't be together because we're so different,

    but day after day when i see you, my heart does a jump,

    my mouth shapes a smile, my mood does broadway,

    and hell, you're the one i dream to sleep with, have a one night stand,

    how did you do this to me ? how can you do this to me ?

    do i really love you ? have i fallen for you ?

    or is it just john mayer playing in the background,

    saying, baby, you can fight for love, because it's the best thing worth fighting for.

    I'm in doubt. I am always in doubt.

    So i'm only guessing , i've fallen for you.

Thursday, 05 November 2009

  • Pink is giving that effort

    Another script.

    " Oh, i feel my inner thigh vibrating, is there a message coming through, oh no it's actually my hungry stomach calling for its food....." sang the young girl in an unbeknown tune.

    Exam week is just around the corner. The guy accompanying her, cocked an eyebrow to her.

     " What the F**k was that ? " he asked in the most demeaning manner with an impatient expression.

    " Awww... cummon.... are you that stressed  ?" She playfully punched his arm.

    "Are you that hungry ?" he asked her quite impatiently again.

    "NO! " she said angrily and turned back to her books. A frown clearly seen on her temple.

    She went to this website:

    http://titanplanet.net/japan_homestay.htm

    " What are you doing ? " exclaimed the guy.

    " You're supposed to concentrate on your work. " he continued.

    She conveniently ignored him, and her look looks as if she was stucking up her nose on him.

    " Why are you ignoring me now ? " he glared at her and asked.

    "Practicing tough love. " she replied.

    " Whatever," he went back to his work.

    She went back to hers after some time. An hour or so passed by. She became restless and tired. Pushing her fringe up and ruffling them repeatedly. She turned to the guy next to her. " I can't do this, i'm too tired, " she whined at him.

    She started her sing song way again " To the left , to the left, everything i own is in the boy to the left..... " and nudging him.

    " Don't give up. Don't give excuses ! Continue on your effort! " he replied sternly.

    "I can't, " she continued to whine.

    " Then I won't see you next semester. You'll be here re doing what you've done this semester , all because you decided not to concentrate and work that tad bit harder now. "

    She looked at him, with a hurt and flabbergasted expression .

    " How can you say that ? "

    " I'm just practicing tough love" he replied.

    " I didn't hurt you that much when i practiced tough love on you, " she replied and turned away.

    " Oh , or so you thought, i can't concentrate for the past hour . damn it. I'll be with you the next semester if we keep on being like this. "  he said, sounding even more harsh and impatient.

    She didn't reply. Just smile, and tugged her hair behind ear and continued reading.

Sunday, 04 October 2009

  • Pink is devoted and commited.

    Another script.

     

    She was just a young girl, a christian but it's only something she writes when asked, or says when asked. He was an enthusiastic guy. A devoted christian. He was kind, patient and caring. He had a heart for everyone. Everyone adored him and i dare say, most loved him. He was sincere. I'm not making this up, he's everything of a gentlement and more.

     

    She's just a simple girl. Nothing too special. Her personality is mediocre, be envious and insecure at times but she's smiling most of the time anyway. Lack a temper, but can get emotional at times.

     

    He fell for her. She wondered why ? There were so many others wanting him, so many others who deserved him. But he told her, he felt good with her. He felt matched with her. Must be a message from the heavens, he said. What good am i ? she asked. How about the others ? she asked more. I was drawn to you he said. And loyal to you.

     

    She wanted to be better for him. She really wanted to be as good as him. She found it hard. She found it so very hard, it was hard to change and it needed so much enthusiast and commitment. She asked her pastor, not a stranger, yet not close enough that he seemed a stranger, a person she could confide to, perhaps. She told him of what she wanted and she told him of her prayers. He smiled softly, he adored that young boy who loved her too. He said i'll trust a person whom he loves. And you've got to trust yourself. God loves you but if you want human sayings, sYour personality is based on what you think, the person most important in your life, thinks about you.cientifically speaking, a researcher once said  Your personality is based on what you think the person most important in your life, thinks about you.

Friday, 25 September 2009

  • Pink in its softness

    Another script.

     

    They were having their usual catch up , after a long week of tiring work, it was time to go to a lavish restaurant,  and just chat up, guiltily paying a big chunk of cash for fine dining. In their small group all were contentedly attacthed except for one. The last one standing was pitched the many questions such ah, " Why do you still not have a boyfriend ? "

    " What are your criterias? "

    " Doesn't Aiden like you ? He asked you out. Why did you turn him down? "

    " Wait, not only Aiden, there's the other guy, Josh, he asked you out too , didn't he ?"

    It's not like she hasn't heard of them before. They've been asked many a times. As how she always joked them off, this time she decided to give a more honest answer. She paused for awhile, to ponder on a good way of describing. She turned to her friend " You know how i play the piano , and you mentioned, oh if i were a guy, i would fall for you . And i told you that i'd liked that. But what i really want in a guy is that he's the one that went through the practices with. He would sit thourgh and patient out on all the wrong notes i played while practicing and  with a whole hour of hearing that same song going through renditions of different mistakes made, and still fall for me in that final perfectly played song. And if someone doesn't love you, he'll probably be damn bored of that tune you've played over and over again . And you guys know you've found that counterpart, haven't you ? "

     

    They all gave her an understanding look. And changed the topic for the night. How hard is it to find someone when all your friends have already found one.

Tuesday, 08 September 2009

  • Pink is more than a colour

    I'll just use this as a blog for this entry.

    I will never trade for anything the closeness we all have.

    When i called you guys, you all came willingly, the smile on my face is inevitable.

    Even when i was down when i got my blood test results, which i put on my table and all of you read.

    I remember you accompanied me to my blood test, which denied me the chance to Roar ala the hulk and break the injection into half with my bare hands.

    You guys came and strut your muscle powers.

    We had plenty of laughs, and you guys blew dozens of balloons till your jaws screamed dislocation. There were still plenty of laughs. Yeah, and one of you used my bicycle pump, it was faster to blow though.

    And then two of you found condoms in my drawer. Your eyes, popped up, because you were beaten by me, you didn't even have condoms in your room. And please believe me, they were free gifts, it was not meant to be used or anything.

    Guests came for the party of my housemates. We were all not too familiar with them. You guys just decorated, got everything ready and refuged in my room. I had to act hostess though, because the real hostess weren't back yet.

    When we finally got time of our own again, you locked me out of my room. And through struggles, my room door is permanently spoiled now.

     

    You hijacked my housemate and made her drink rum. Rum, at least it wasn't like johnny depp in pirates.

    It was great to have you guys. We talked and talked. My lab report was due the next day. We talked and talked. My mid sem test is the day after. We even dirty talked and laughed like innocence was a mad thing.

     

    It was great to have you guys. I chased you guys home, but 10 minutes later, you guys were back again. I looked as shock as you guys looked when you guys saw the condoms.

     

    And as i cleaned up for the night, because the garage was full with party residues, and completed the touch ups for my lab report, I sat quietly.

    I looked at my blood test report. Dissappointing. It's no wonder i'm growing a moustache and looking hairy.

     

    But i love you guys. so very much.

     

    Script of the day,

    If you're utterly handsome, with a body builder's physique, and the class' smartest, sporty, with a cool automobile, a good fashion sense, with cute humour and you wonder why you're still single without a girlfriend ? It's probably because you don't know one thing about how to treat girls. Just buck up on that. It's the only thing you need.

     

About Me

  • You've got to come and know me, as i'd like to know more about u too (words of a socialite. heh heh heh). I'm lazy and clumsy. I'm a professional day dreamer. I'm a romantic.I sometimes give out the perception of being weird, but it's actually some sort of stupidity. I hate the feeling of loneliness. And here are some answers for questions you might not ask but want to know. Why is one of my teeth black? Because at one time when i was young and dangerous, and had just started learning how to ride a bicycle, i went down a slope pretty fast, and got scarred and braked, and i flew and killed one of my teeth. Why is my mouth big and when i laugh i show a lot of gum? I got lots of muscles near my mouth. Even so, I hardly chew my food. Why am I fat? I like to snack a lot. Why is my upper lip thick? I guess it was when i drank too much vitagen when I was young. I always poked one hole instead of two, to drink it up. Due to that, my lip got sucked from the vacuum of the b

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  • farahamizah
    what's ur email addy?